Wednesday, June 26, 2013

Plot Twist

Sup! It's been a hectic week. I've been out almost.. well, all the time. My assignments are piling up as well but as you can see I rather blog a meaningless post(which nobody would probably read) than do my 2k word essay, presentation or my assignments, oops? Nevermind that, this is my safe haven.. for now, at least.

 Received particularly good news just last night which got me even more sleep deprived than before. If you've always been reading my blog, you'd known by now that my crew lost in the Clash of the Kingz competition held last month or so. Right? BUT, we got news that we were invited to compete in the grand finals in KL next month! That's like a week away and we are super excited! Apparently my leader had a talk with the judges and organizers of the event and we found out the critics and etc but that doesn't matter cause we were invited!! WHAT IS THIS MIRACULOUS PLOT TWIST?! Omg I feel so blessed now. Intensive training is going down and then we fly, fly, fly to KL!! *happy dance* But since I've been pigging out ridiculously also somewhat in my own way mourning over my loss lolol, just kidding , my so-called abs and v-line has vanished. I IZ DEPRESSED. Sigh, time to get em back since I have motivation now, uuuuushhhh!!  *mentally does every single workout available*

That aside, went out with ex-classmates from highschool since Vienny would be leaving for her studies, noooooo! :(  Somehow, we all look friggin' exhausted. LOOK AT THEM EYEBAGS! My schedule is so packed it's not funny anymore. I had to literally dig out time to hang out and I rushed out after my assignment meeting with coursemates so I think I look dead? 

Watched Monster's University with them that night. It is a pre-sequel of Monsters Inc. if you guys don't know. I won't spoil the movie here for those who haven't watched it. BUT ITS RIDICULOUSLY CUTE. I like weird things so oh well. Teehee! Le crew is annoyed how i never wait for them to watch these "cartoon" movies with them, oops? At least I watch it a SECOND time with you guys, right? Sigh, I'm too nice! ^_^v
Personal rating: 8/10 -- maybe cause for me it's kinda predictable? idk, what do you think?

selca of the day.

22nd June 2013 : Star Spectacular Hoe Down

Every year the Karar Line Dancers will organize this huge charity to raise funds for donations and this year is no different? The feeling however is different for me, maybe cause my seating arrangement is wayyyyyy different than the previous 3-4 years? Went to the morning workshop and literally sped my ass off on the road. The workshop starts at 9am. I woke up at 8.45am. Go figure. teehee. :P Spent the afternoon napping at Babo's place as well as getting ready. I didn't have a bite to eat the whole day so when i reached the venue I was starved!  

My ootd or ootn that night. The theme was "Stars." Umm, this is the closest it can get to a starry night for me! I blame my overly-montone-ish wardrobe. To prove myself following the theme, my wolf top was actually surrounded by galaxy and small stars so I'm all good.

I can't remember the last time I took an actual picture with my mum, so here you go! And yes, I'm still shorter than her. Forever shorter than her -.- I mean, I'm in heels and I'm only slightly taller than her.. :/

The night ended at almost midnight. It went successfully i guess? Even the finale dance I did with the kids went well and well, you happy, I happy lahhhhhhh :)

23rd of June 2013, 12am. : HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY, RYAN! xx

So i last minutely found out it was gonna be Ryan's birthday 15 minutes before midnight, oops? Me and a few others rushed to get a surprise done for him. Since it's Kuching and not many places open after midnight except for late night wet markets, we went to McD and did the surprise there instead! His brownie birthday cake would have to do teehee. But, thank you for always being such a good friend to talk to, God bless <3 p="">

A shot with Joseph. Just realised how small my eyes look in this shot...... blehhh.


So, i was randomly scrolling my abandoned facebook timeline and i saw this. The amount of feelings all pent up that came rushing up to the surface was unbelievable. I feel so much for the girl it's ridiculous. I can totally relate to this situation and this guy is one heartless, son of a bitch. Do you think that we want to be so imperfect for you? It's so damn difficult to actually explain to someone who will never understand unless you;ve been through it in some similar way or whatever. You think that she herself, would wanna go around with this scars and shit-like complexion? And to make things worse, when she thought you'd be her rock to lean on, you fcking turned on her and brought her down to her lowest and for her to bask in the thought that maybe she is not worth anything at all. but guess what? You're the one who should be contemplating on your own self worth cause i see nothing in you but a egoistic bastard. *deep breath* okay, maybe I'm getting carried away here? but yeah.. insecurity and vulnerability are not the best feelings in the world you know..

but just so you know,

 Too many things have been happening lately, all way too fast. I'm fine. Really, I am. xx

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